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this is how to escape the horizon. curled up and frozen still.

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[21 Feb 2005|11:44pm]

[ mood | hmmm.... ]


weird, huh?
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[03 Feb 2005|12:37pm]

I keep having dreams where I have sex with everyone.

And I mean, Everyone.

fuck, I'm a dream whore.
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[26 Jan 2005|07:08pm]

[ mood | drained ]

for the past two nights i had dreams about house mazes. for some reason ourlastregret was playing in this insanely huge maze house and zack said i have to come to let them know when the need to go on stage. all i remember is walking into the house with zack and larry, and them immediately getting lost. i climbed a million ladders and stairs and walked down hallways until the end of time. there was always little girls in the rooms where i tried to find zack... end.

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[25 Jan 2005|10:10pm]

So for the past few dreams i have had, they are basically the same.

It starts out at a hardcore show, doesnt really matter whos playing. Anyways, I see everyone standing there watching Tommie Navarini Mosh. As everyone looks with fascination, All of a sudden, Andy p shows up. Then Andy Grabs Tommie and throws him onto the stage. Then, The stage turns into a boxing ring where it is the epic battle, Tommie Navarini vs Andy P. Its basically a mosh-off where they pull out there best moves on each other. Tommie Spin kicks Andy in the face, then Andy punches Tommie in the face and jumps on top of Tommie and starts punching Him. Tommie pulls out some Ninja Skills and flips around Andy. They look at each other in the face and the Mortal Kombat theme song comes on. Then in subtitles it always says, "Tommie Navarini VS Andy P. on Pay-Per-View."

I never get to finish the dream, because i always end up waking right when the bell rings and the final round comes into effect.
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[25 Jan 2005|09:45pm]
[ mood | whuterv. ]

so lastnight i had a few dreams.

in one dream jake jarvis was chasing me & i jumped into this cave, i tried to prevent him from coming in so i held up one half of a pizza box, but i got too tired so i ran further in the cave and he put his arms through trying to reach me.

3 other dreams i had lastnight involved me floating. i was in my grandmas garage & i began to float i saw my arms still in front of me i saw the red carpet on the floor, & my grandpas boots he used to wear while shoveling snow. and i dont know why out of everything else i saw those. my dead grandpas boots. i floated up to the attic. it was pitch black. i was thinking that the attic had to end soon. & then appeared dead peoples faces. & i woke myself up. you know if you wake up from a scary dream you can still kind of see the remnants of it , but you don't want to ? that happened untill i fell back asleep.

another dream i kept on floating into the sky, surrounded by clouds, i figured i was going to heaven. then it ended.

the other one, jordan and i were flying trapieze carnival riders and playing this game of catch my hand let go then catch it again untill we got all the way down some steps ? and i didnt catch his hands and i fell, but i was going to die if i fell so i was like " water " and i fell into water. whhhattt?

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[23 Jan 2005|08:23am]

[ mood | nauseated ]

this morning i went to bed around two. i got just over six hours of sleep. i fell asleep abruptly and woke the same. no drifting, and no confusion. i dreamt: my body dissolved into a liquid black orb of consciousness where everything ran through me until i was finally left screaming NO, WHY, HOW, and UNFAIR for hours. it was the kind of dream where i know im dreaming. for most of the night i just screamed thoes four words in my head and felt like exploding. it was so much worse than a nightmare.

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[23 Jan 2005|12:48am]

I had a dream last night about how I got kicked out of blue sceen, and then my life fell apart. It was so scary. It was like a movie. I had it all, fame, fortune, and then I got kicked out, and tried to go solo, and failed, and then I became a bum, and I was sitting on a curb in the rain in a big city. And then I woke up, and forgot about the dream until now.
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[22 Jan 2005|05:42pm]

[ mood | hmmm... ]

i had a dream last night that rob and jake came over and brought like 20 people and we all talked about stupid things in a big circle. and then i left for 1 minute and i came back and everyone left and stole all of my dvds and my mom's money. so i yelled at them as they were leaving in a big blue van and i said "FUCK YOU!" and they said "WHA???" and i said "FUCK YOU ALL!" and they drove away into the blizzard.

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[18 Jan 2005|07:37pm]

[ mood | awake ]

two nights ago i had a wonderful dream that included chuck brutally raping me, buildings with maze interiors that didnt even make sense to a standard maze, and my little brother running around with fake black paper glued to his head because he didnt have a scalp. end.

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[18 Jan 2005|07:21pm]

[ mood | bitchy ]

I a TERRIBLE derm last nite.

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[22 Feb 2005|10:27am]

[ mood | happy ]

last night i had a dream that i was sitting in a school that was a space ship, and my zao track jacket and gloves turned into zao space armor and i had a huge rediculous helmet, and i thought it was really sweet looking so i was walking around thinking i was a total badass in class. then class go out and i walked out into the hall and derrick hampton started making fun of my helmet, and this girl in the hallway was singing taking back sunday because rob had it playing on the computer this morning, then me and derrick hampton hardcore danced all the way to the buses.

the end.

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[22 Feb 2005|02:15am]

[ mood | crippled ]


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